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A Silent Love

From the very Beginning, the girl's
family objected strongly on her dating
this guy. Saying that it has got to do
with family background & that the girl
will have to suffer for the rest of her
life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple
quarrel very often. Though the girl love
the guy deeply, but she always ask him:
"How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words,
this often cause the girl to be very
upset. With that & the family's
pressure, the girl often vent her anger
on him. As for him, he only endure it in
silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally
graduated & decided to further his
studies in overseas. Before leaving, he
proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good
with words. But all I know is that I
love you. If you allow me, I will take
care of you for the rest of my life. As
for your family, I'll try my best to
talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's
determination, the family finally gave
in & agreed to let them get married. So
before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working
society, whereas the guy was overseas,
continuing his studies. They sent their
love through emails & phone calls.
Though it's hard, but both never thought
of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way
to work, she was knocked down by a car
that lost control. When she woke up, she
saw her parents beside her bed. She
realized that she was badly injured.
Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to
comfort her. But she realized that all
that could come out of her mouth was
just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her
brain has caused her to lose her voice.
Listening to her parents' comfort, but
with nothing coming out from her, she
broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides
silence cry,.....it's still just silence
cry that companied her. Upon reaching
home, everything seems to be the same.
Except for the ringing tone of the
phone. Which pierced into her heart
every time it rang. She does not wish to
let the guy know. & not wanting to be a
burden to him, she wrote a letter to him
saying that she does not wish to wait
any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to
him. In return, the guy sent millions &
millions of reply, and countless of
phoneca
lls,.. all the girl could do,
besides crying, is still crying....
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The parents decided to move away, hoping
that she could eventually forget
everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn
sign language & started a new life.
Telling herself everyday that she must
forget the guy. One day, her friend came
& told her tha
t he's back. She asked her
friend not to let him know what happened
to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore
news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with
an envelope, containing an invitation
card for t
he guy's wedding. The girl was
shattered. When she open the letter, she
saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend
what's going on, she saw the guy
standi
ng in front of her. He used sign
languag
e telling her "I've spent a
year's time to learn sign language. Just
to let you know that I've not forgotten
our promise. Let me have the chance to
be your voice. I Love You. With tha
t, he
slipped the ring back into her finger.
The girl finally smiled.

                            

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my fRiends caLl me: jEs/xAn/xAnjhe/jhE...

haha i love reading books and playing chess onlinE, i'm A gAmeLinErz?....

i am a violEt and ph0to addict!! hehe but sOmetimEs, people jUst cAnt undErstand mE thEy think that im a numb,nAive and doesn't care enOugh thEre are peOple whO tRied to puLl me down but i dont aLlow them to do such thing...

im a quiet rOmantic type oF pErson a happy go lUcky one.. but i sEe to it tHat My stUdies wiLl not be aFfected.. bhEeeH..:P

Copy_of_187742938_a786fedbim a fRiendly pErson i hate sOmeone... who will jUst betRay me in the end sOmeone whO... wiLL lEave mE withOut anywoRd or cLue but what i am really aggravated of is whEn sOmeone stAbs me at the back..

i love to rEad bOoks esp.the bOoks of nicholas sParks & b0b ONG..

iM also A music l0ver datzz why i love 2 sing...??? hmmmm. but more on dAncing...

i am also a sentimental and mOOdy person but i assUre yOu.. yOu wOnt hAve any duLL moment when im with yOU...

expRessioNs:::

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*GM mou!!!
*mukhA mou!!
*xAmAAaaahh!!
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*bhEeEeEehh!!
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*0h?
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The Scorpion
      October 24 to November 22

      
      

Traditional
      Scorpio Traits

      

          Determined and forceful
      Emotional and intuitive
      Powerful and passionate
      Exciting and magnetic

      

          On the dark side....
         
          Jealous and resentful
      Compulsive and obsessive
      Secretive and obstinate

          
 

              
         
       

Scorpio! About Your Sign...

       

Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.

       

In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They need great self-discipline, because they are able to recognize the qualities in themselves that make them different from other humans, and to know their utterly conventional natures can be used for great good, or great evil. Their tenacity and willpower are immense, their depth of character and passionate conviction overwhelming, yet they are deeply sensitive and easily moved by their emotions. Their sensitivity, together with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes make them easily hurt, quick to detect insult or injury to themselves (often when none is intended) and easily aroused to ferocious anger. This may express itself in such destructive speech or action that they make lifelong enemies by their outspokenness, for they find it difficult not to be overly critical of anything or anyone to whom they take a dislike.

       

They can harness their abundant energy constructively, tempering their self-confidence with shrewdness and their ambition with magnanimity toward others provided they like them. They relate to fellow workers only as leaders and can be blunt to those they dislike to the point of cruelty. In fact they are not above expressing vindictiveness in deliberate cruelty. They are too demanding, too unforgiving of faults in others, perhaps because they are not aware of the shortcomings within themselves, and extravagantly express their self-disgust in unreasonable resentment against their fellows. They do, however, make excellent friends, provided that their companions do nothing to impugn the honor of which Scorpios are very jealous. Part of the negative side of the Scorpio nature is a tendency to discard friends once they cease to be useful, but the decent native is aware of, and fights this tendency.

       

They are fortunate in that their strong reasoning powers are tempered with imagination and intuition, and these gifts, together with critical perception and analytical capacity, can enable the Scorpions to penetrate to profundities beyond the average. They have a better chance of becoming geniuses than the natives of any other sign.But charismatic "twice-born" characters such as they can sink into the extremes of depravity if they take the wrong path, and the intensity of their nature exaggerates their harmful tendencies into vices far greater than the normal. Rebelliousness against all conventions, political extremism to the point where hatred of the Establishment makes them utterly unscrupulous terrorists. Brooding resentment, aggressive and sadistic brutality, total arrogance, morbid jealousy, extreme volatility of temperament, these are some of their vices. At the other extreme is the procrastinator, the man or woman who is capable of so much that they do nothing and become indolent and self-indulgent, requiring extravagant praise and flattery from those whom they make their cronies.

       

Being so gifted, they can find fulfillment in many employments. Their inner intensity can result in the ice-cold self-control and detachment of the surgeon, the concentration of the research scientist, and the heroism of the soldier. Any profession in which analysis, investigation, research, dealing with practicalities, and the solving of mysteries are relevant, can appeal to them. So police and detective work, espionage and counterespionage, the law, physics or psychology may attract them, and they can become masters of the written and spoken word. They may be most persuasive orators and find fulfillment as diplomats or preachers and, if they make the Church their profession, their inner intensity can express itself in the spiritual fervor of the mystic or the thaumaturgy.

       

Scorpio is the symbol of sex and Scorpios are passionate lovers, the most sensually energetic of all the signs. For them, union with the beloved is a sacrament, an "outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace.&quot. Their overriding urge in loving is to use their power to penetrate beyond themselves and to lose themselves sexually in their partners in an almost mystical ecstasy, thus discovering the meaning of that union which is greater than individuality, and is a marriage of the spirit as well as of flesh. They are thus capable of the greatest heights of passionate transport, but debauchery and perversion are always dangers, and Scorpios can become sadistic monsters of sensuality and eroticism. Their feelings are so intense that even when their love is of the highest, and most idealistic kind, they are nevertheless frequently protagonists in tragic, even violent romances, "star-crossed lovers&quot.

Possible Health         Concerns...
        Scorpio governs the pelvis and reproductive and urinary systems and its subjects are said to be prone to ailments of the liver and kidneys, stones and gravel in the bladder or genitals, and other genital ills such as priapism. Abscesses, boils, carbuncles, fistulas, piles, ruptures and ulcers may also affect the Scorpions.        

 

       
          horoscopes
       
       
         
            

    LIKES

  • Truth              
  • Hidden Causes              
  • Being involved              
  • Work That is Meaningful              
  • Being Persuasive                      
            

    DISLIKES

  • Being Given Only Surface data              
  • Taken Advantage of              
  • Demeaning Jobs              
  • Shallow Relationships              
  • Flattery and Flattering                      
         
       

             
             
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PROBLEMS           THAT MAY ARISE FOR YOU, AND THEIR SOLUTIONS        

       

As with all sun signs, we all have unique traits to our personalities. When these traits are suppressed, or unrealized, problems will arise. However, with astrology we can examine the problem and assess the proper solution based on the sun sign characteristics. As a Scorpio you may see things below that really strike home. Try the solution, you most likely will be amazed at the results. If you find yourself on the receiving end of the negatives below, it is because you are failing to express the positive.

       

Problem:  Suffering from an inferior complex where you feel self disgust and are disdainful of help from others.
            Solution: You should try to admit that others, as well as yourself, have weakness and then practice forgiving those weaknesses until you notice them becoming less and less. Unbend and accept that you can be helped in your problems.
       

       

Problem:  After you get everyone to agree with you and you get your own way, you are still not satisfied with the results.
            Solution: Looking deeply within will show you that: having reached the point where you have nothing more to want for in a given situation you then realize just what you were really after. Look within first.

       

Problem:  Disruptive marital relations or a breakup with a loved one.
              Solution: You should try not to be scornful of what you perceive as a shortcoming in your partners personality and soften up your rigid, unbending attitude.

       

Problem:  The peers in your group begin to avoid you, or drift away when you walk up.
            Solution: If you feel persecuted and put upon you will express it in conversation, this causes people to be 'turned off' of you so try to change your attitude or, guard what you say
.

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Your ruling planet is PLUTO
  .

         

              Mean Distance from the Sun (AU) 39.4
  Sidereal period of orbit (years) 247.68
  Equatorial Radius(km) 1,140
  Body rotation period (days) 6.4
  Tilt of equator to orbit (degrees) 96
  Number of observed satellites 1
 
  Mean Radius Distance from Planet
  (km) (km)
  Satellite:
  Charon 600 20,000
            

         

         

       
       

 

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          Some more interesting facts about your           sign:

       
         
       
       
         
         

Bark Scorpion

         
"Bark Scorpion" - Centruroides Sculptaurus [Straw- pale yellow in color]is very venomous, it is nocturnal and will be found in areas around moisture or outside lights where food sources are known to gather such as beetles, cockroaches, crickets, moths, or other insects.
       
         
         
       
       

The color of choice for Scorpio is DARK RED TO MAROON

       
       
       
          Your starstone is Opal
       
       
       
         

Your Starstone is OPAL

       
       

Mysterious Opals contain the wonders of the skies - sparkling rainbows, fireworks, and lightning, shifting and moving in their depths. Opal has been treasured throughout history all around the world. Archaeologist Louis Leakey found six-thousand year old Opal artifacts in a cave in Kenya! It is an old myth that anyone who does not have the opal as a starstone will be the receivers of bad luck should they choose to wear it.

       
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          RE:   STARSTONE CONTROVERSY        
       

There is, and always have been, a controversy over "starstones". Starstones are NOT birthstones. I give you here in these pages the stones that are called your starstones, (planet stones), which viberates the strongest to your planet or sign, NOT to the month that you were born.   I would also like it if those who think they know precisely what their stone is to go to the library and reference some good Astrology books such as 'Parkers Astrology'.    Sorry for the confusion, but confusion over this topic has raged for hundreds of years.

MGA ALAALA MULA xa?..[ nbaxa que lng 2.. bxahin nkktuwa!haha]

MGA ALAALA MULA SA KAHON

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS:

nagpapasalamat ako sa mga patuloy na nagbibigay ng mga komento nila dito sa blog ko. salamat at binaasa niyo ang lahat ng mga kagaguhan na nilalagay ko rito. salamat sa mga papuri at sa mga kritisismo.. sa tips... sa wala... wala na,..

INTRODUCTION:

masyado yata akong natuwa sa mga huling komento na natanggap ko rito at medyo naging pambobo na naman ang mga naging ideya ko.. patawad naman...

naging matumal kasi ang pasok ng comments nitong undas... dala nga kaya ng undas kaya nag-take-a-break ang mga "feeling ko fans ko"? ahahaha!!! my bad... sorry..

nitong huli.. medyo hindi ko nabibigyan ng oras na mag-isip ang sarili ko. masyado na akong naging "lax". araw-araw kasi, pare-pareho lang ang ginagawa ko.. ngayun nga hindi ko rin maintindihan ang pinagsasasabi ko.


~MGA ALAALA MULA SA KAHON~

noong isang linggo, parang di ko maintindihan kung ano yung naaamoy ko sa isang sulok ng bahay namin...

sniff... sniff... amoy patay na daga!

naitanong ko na lang sa sarili ko: "paa ko ba yun?"

hindi siguro.. buti na lang tama ako... patay na daga nga.

naisip kong oras na nga yata para maglinis ako sa mga sulok-sulok. sa totoo lang, ayoko talaga kasi nakakatamad mag-usog ng lahat ng mga kahon at mabahing sa dami ng alikabok at sumungkit ng isang bola ng buhok ng aso ko... pero ayun na nga. sige, simulan na ang giyera ng mites at germs! sama mo pa yung mga alupihan na kasing bilis ni Flash! at mga singsing-pari na parang kikay yung design nila pag bumibilog sila!   

sinimulan ko ng buksan ang mga kahon... tapon dito.,.. tapos doon.. mga notebook at iba pang papel na sinira ng mga walanghiyang daga! mga durog-durog na piraso ng mga ewan ko kung ano nga ba yung mga fragments ng mani... ewan ko talaga.

tuloy ang kuwento.

sa dami ng tinapon ko, napukaw ang pansin ko ng isang notebook... mukhang bago pa ito.. ang pabalat, ayos na ayos pa. at walang gusot ang bawat kanto. at dahil naiinip ako sa ginagawa ko noon, tiningnan ko iyon, binuksan at nilipat-lipat ng pahina.

ah... notebook ko nung first year college ako. konti lang ang sinulat kong lecture. tamad talaga ako. chemistry notebook ko kasi yun. medyo hindi kasi ako trip ng subject eh.

sige, turn the pages pa...

habang lumalayo na ako, mayroon akong nakita na sinulat ko dati. akala ko nung una, steno kasi super pangit ng sulat ko.

kuwento na nabuo ko noong mawalan ako ng scholarship.. ginawa kong biro na naman kagaya ng nakagawian ko nang gawin kapag nalulungkot ako tapos isusulat ko yung istorya.

natatawa nga ako. naalaa ko yung mga kagaguhan ko nung college pa ako. hindi na rin ako magtataka kung bakit hindi ko na ulit nabawi yung scholarship ko.

cutting-era kasi pala ako. at hindi mahilig mag-aral. ayun nga ang napala ko.

nalaman ko rin na napa-123 pa ako sa dyip sa sobrang lungkot ko. OA na maituturing kaso kasi <ayan, ipagtatanggol ko na naman ang sarili ko> talagang hindi naman kami mayaman talaga at kailangan ko talaga ang scholarship na yun.

tinawanan ko na lang. huli na rin naman kasi para magsisi pa ako para dun, di ba?

turn the pages uli...

ayun.. mga abstract drawing naman. mukha ng teacher ko na kamukha ni WHAMMY. ahahaha!!! mga caricature ng mga kaklase namin na kinakaasaran namin, mga drawing ng inimbento kong anime characters.. at yung iba, sulat na walang kuwenta. vandal sa sariling notebook.

nakakatawa talaga kapag binabalikan yung mga memories. mga kalokohan na kung iisipin ang korni talaga pero nakakatawa dahil di ko maisip na nagawa ko pala yun! di ko nga alam na halos nagbubuhay high school pa ako nung college pa ako.

ito ang isang example:

     FLAMES

NAME NI CRUSH na PROF
        at 
NAME NG INYONG LINGKOD

result: E

to decode:
<F- friends>
<L- love>
<A- admiration ata yan, o angry>
<M- marriage>
<E- engagement yata o enemy>
<S- sweetheart>

akalain mong nakukuha ko pang maniwala dun. asa pa ko! dapat may "B" dun eh... as in "basted"!

tapos, yung mga dialogue na ganito:

classmate: <notes in red>
"kakatamad no?"

ako: <notes in green>
"oo nga eh!"

"tara"
"saan?"
"sa canteen. kain na lang tayu"
"sige"

ayun, isang sem puro ganun. tumaba tuloy ako.

at naalala ko bigla na may eksena pang ganito dati:

teacher: Ms..... why do you keep on laughing? what's funny?
ako: Ma'am, hindi po ako yun! ahahaha!!!
teacher: get out!

<madali akong kausap pag ganun. out lang pero pati bag ko, kasama. tapos sabay uwi.>

after 2 hours..

sa text: tol, san ka? hnp ka ni mam!
reply ko: sb nya, get out. uwi na ko. di nmn nia cnb get out of d rm, of d skul, o kaya out of d country.. umwi nq.
reply nia: ok. ingatz! :)



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apat na oras.

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Love is a leap ... I was never inspired to jump.
Kate and Leopold

Some things are not meant to last, they just take a place in your heart and make you smarter the next time
Alex and Emma

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more; that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds .... That's what you've given me and that's what I hope to give to you forever.
from the movie,The Notebook

I would rather fight with you than make love to anyone else.
The Wedding Date

If your not willing to sound stupid, you're not worthy of falling in love.
A Lot Like Love


I guarantee that we'll have tough times and I guarantee that at some point one or both of us will want to get out. But I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine, I'll regret it for the rest of my life cause I know in my heart you're the only one for me.
Runaway Bride

It's a wonderful thing, as time goes by, to be with someone who looks into your face, when you've gotten old, and still sees what you think you look like.
The Bachelor

Hearts will never be practical, until they are made unbreakable.
The Wizard of Oz

It doesn't matter who, when, or where... you can always use a hug.
Hope Floats

Never knew I could feel like this, like I've never seen the sky before. Want to vanish inside your kiss and I love you until the end of time.
Moulin Rouge


I don't wanna need you, 'coz I can't have you.
Bridges of Madison County

The being in love is better than the falling in love.
Simply Irrestible

I would rather spend one lifetime with you - than face all the ages of this world alone.
Lord of the Rings

But if you wanna leave, you can. I'll remember you though, just like I remember everyone that leaves.
Lilo & Stitch

Truth is, I gave my heart away along time ago, my whole heart, and I never really got it back.
Sweet Home Alabama


You are the only person that can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.
The Hot Chick

Why do you want to marry me?
So I can kiss you anytime I want!
Sweet Home Alabama

La vita e bella; la vita e amore. -- Life is beautiful; life is love.
Life Is Beautiful

Don't let your past dictate who you are, but let it be part of who you will become.
My Big Fat Greek Wedding

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Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.

True love never dies as we see in our eyes, only when we let go that we can truly say goodbye.

Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself.

I thought I loved her, but she had to break my heart for me to know what true love really is.

The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before.

Time goes by, life goes on, and all I can think of is why you're gone.

A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it.


Memories are the best souvenirs.

I should have been more careful. I was blinded by your halo, so I never noticed the horns.

If I could have one lifetime wish, one wish that would come true, I'd pray to God with all my heart, for yesterday...and you!

It's a horrible thing to see your lost love walk past you with another guy, and it's the worst thing to know that you made a mistake in letting her go.

I can't escape the thought of you. Even in my dreams you are there. It's not fair how you’re gone, and how you're moving on so fast, while I am still living in the past.

I was finally getting over you and actually believing I didn't need you. I was finally accepting you had another guy. Then you smiled at me and ruined it all.

Don't ever give up if you still want to try, don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don't ever say you don't love her if you can't let her go.

How can I forget you when you’re always on my mind? How can I not want you when your all I want inside? How can I let you go when I can't see us apart? How can I not love you when you control my heart?

Learn to love someone who would never make you cry. If she hurts you real bad, then why don't you just say goodbye. You see, women are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible so please remember that my dear.

I thought that by telling myself and everyone else that I hated you. That sooner or later I would come to believe it.

But I now realize that by lying, it makes me want you even more.

Parting of loving someone is learning to let go.

A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain. And, when you finally let go, you're free from any pain, but your hands are empty.

When speaking of lost love, time may heal all wounds, but there will always be scars.

Breaking up is not a stupid thing; instead it makes you a better person and realize your mistakes.

No matter how much it'll hurt me to see you, my most loved lost one, all that I wish is look into your eyes once again.

I'm not saying there wasn't anything wrong, I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me. I'm not saying we ever had the right to hold on, I just didn't wanna let it get away from me.

Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. Giving up doesn't mean you are weak! It only means that you are strong enough to let go!

What do you live for when all you were living for is gone?

A distant cry is love lost, but the sound of laughter is one that'll last forever, whatever that may be.

Losing you is like losing my heart.

Take a look at what you have. Think of all you did to get it. Remember it only takes one second to lose.

Fate brought you back to me, this time I won't let you leave. I'm gonna love you until the end.

Loving you was easy, losing you was hard. Loving you is still easy, but knowing you are no longer mine, is the hardest of it all.

They say no matter how dark the night is, the sun always rises again ... I say lost love makes one realize that no matter how bright the day is, the sun will always set again.

Once you find someone you really love try your hardest not to lose them, because you will never get over the feeling of loneliness.

A lost love is never lost unless what's lost is the love for your lover.

If you could choose between life and death you would almost rather die, love is fun but hurts so much the price you pay is high. And so I say don't fall in love, you will get hurt before your through. You see my friend, I ought to know, I fell in love with you.

One day you'll love me, the way I loved you. One day you'll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you.

Even if he doesn't like me tomorrow, I knew he loved me yesterday.

You said you didn't want to see me get hurt, so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?

I thought I'd forget you, but I guess I forgot to.

Don't say we're not right for each other, the way I see it, we're not meant for anyone else.

Loving you was easy, losing you was hard. Loving you is still easy, but knowing you are no longer mine, is the hardest of it all.

They say no matter how dark the night is, the sun always rises again ... I say lost love makes one realize that no matter how bright the day is, the sun will always set again.

Once you find someone you really love try your hardest not to lose them, because you will never get over the feeling of loneliness.

A lost love is never lost unless what's lost is the love for your lover.

If you could choose between life and death you would almost rather die, love is fun but hurts so much the price you pay is high. And so I say don't fall in love, you will get hurt before your through. You see my friend, I ought to know, I fell in love with you.

One day you'll love me, the way I loved you. One day you'll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you.

Even if she doesn't like me tomorrow, I knew she loved me yesterday.

You said you didn't want to see me get hurt, so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?

I thought I'd forget you, but I guess I forgot to.

Don't say we're not right for each other, the way I see it, we're not meant for anyone else.

You left me suddenly, but I know some day you and I will once again be together.

I cry because I know he doesn't feel the way I do. I cry because I think of how pathetic I am, and I cry because I think I'll be crying forever.

Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, it's not our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them.

The biggest mistake in my life that I have ever done was to let you go. And, now I realize that you will never come back to me.

Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and you know you can't have them, but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them anymore and then all of a sudden you realize you can't live without them.

There are reasons we met, reasons for the good and the bad times, and more importantly, a reason to an end. We have more to learn, more to experience, and more loving left in this lifetime.

The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to.

I can't believe she's gone, I thought love would last but I was wrong.

Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine. Why do I have tears in my eyes today when he was NEVER mine?

A million words wouldn't bring you back. I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears. I know because I've cried!

There's only one thing I regret doing, loving the girl who didn't love me, and forgetting the one who did.

It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when you're heart still does.

Love is letting go of the one you love, hoping that they will come back to you when they realize what they have lost.

The time runs slowly...just like my tears.

Should I hate you because you hurt me? Or should I love you because you made me feel special?

It is now one of my biggest regrets in this life: not to have seen the extent of your love for me.

I will never regret loving you, only believing you loved me too.

If your love does not work with that person, it just means that someone else loves you more.

When you have loved unconditionally one man and lost that love, it leaves a wound that never heals, a sad and broken heart, a void forever.

We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else. We have to admit that love doesn't give us the license to own a person. This is what love means...sacrifice.

If the truth was told instead of a lie, then the pain would go away sooner and not hurt as much.
It really hurts when you expected so much more from the person you once loved so much.

If you can't save the relationship, at least save your pride.

Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful.

The saddest thing in life is loving someone who used to love you.

No one realizes the beauty of love, until you lose it.

Why do we wait until it is too late? Why do we let someone else have what we were too scared to reach out and take?

The most painful thing is to be sitting right next to the person you love most, but never being able to let them know.

Deep down you knows it's best for yourself, but you hate the thought of her being with someone else.

Sometimes I wish I had never met you because then I could go to bed at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.

I wish I was a kid again, because skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

When I go away please listen, for the wind will bring you my words of goodbye.

People say that love doesn't cost, but then again, why do so many people pay for it?

Why do things have to pass you by? The things that are so irreplaceable, they seem to run by without giving us the chance to see how much we've just lost.

If I can't have you, at least i was able to know I had you.

The one who makes me the happiest, is always the one who is already taken.

A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding.. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling.. And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you..

I wish you could look at me and see the person you once loved instead of the person you have grown to hate.

Sailing across the seas, a fisherman asks me, 'What is the sand scattered for miles made up of?' 'Dear Friend O! The broken hearts of a million lovers on the earth .. all scattered ...... all scattered......'.

Someday you'll know, that I was the one for you.

Don't make my mistake. Don't let yourself be so angry that you stop loving. Because one day you'll wake up from that anger, and the person you love will be gone.

I close my eyes just to try and see you smile one more time, but it's been so long all I do is cry. Can't we find some love to take this away? 'Cause the pain gets stronger everyday.

Now I believe it when people say love is blind... 'cause I must have been blind to love a person like you.

How can I promise you forever when tomorrow is so far away from me? How can I dry your tears when I have a bleeding heart inside of me? how can I ever forget you when your name is etched so deep within me?

Maybe if I had just looked away that first night you came towards me, everything would be different and my heart wouldn't be breaking right now.

Love... Why does it hurt? Why does it ache? Maybe because we love too much and too deep that sometimes we forget to keep a little for ourselves...sad but true.

Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.

If the human body can live with food and water, then why does it feel like I can't live without you?


If someone you love breaks your heart, cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it.

Don't make my mistake. Don't let yourself be so angry that you stop loving. Because one day you'll wake up from that anger, and the person you love will be gone.

*******MoViNg oN**********

*******MoViNg oN**********

You never leave someone behind, you take a part of them with you and leave a part of yourself behind.

I made the choice to finally go because I can’t stand this pain. It’s time for my last tear to fall and me to smile again.

Being strong sometimes means being able to let go.

As you left and said your good-byes, you forgot to tell my heart how to live without you.
Good-byes make you think. They make you realize what you’ve had, what you’ve lost and what you’ve taken for granted.

How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to.

I learned to laugh, I learned to cry, but will I ever learn to say goodbye?

I’ve learned that good-byes will always hurt, pictures can never replace being there, memories forget the hard times, words can never replace feelings, and heroes often go unsung.

Saying goodbye isn’t the hard part, it’s what we leave behind that’s tough.

Why are the words goodbye, I’m sorry and I love you, so easily pronounced, but so hard to say?

Goodbye, I never wanna see you again. Goodbye, I don’t want to be your friend either and there’s no need for me to stay and lose myself to you. And be abused by you. I don’t need the pain from your mind games. When you try them again, I won’t be there for them to work anymore.

Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love to find out if there is really something there.
Just before I go, don’t you offer any sweet advice because where were all your shoulders when I needed them so long ago? And now with legs so weak and weary from this silly dance, with a suitcase full of memories, I pack my bags and slowly drift away.

Sometimes you have to let go of someone to see if there’s anything there to hold on to.
Sometimes you won’t let go of love. More times love won’t let go of you.
There is a time for departure even when there is no certain place to go.

Maybe some people just aren’t meant to be in our lives forever. Maybe some people are just passing through. It’s like some people just come through our lives to bring us something: a gift, a blessing, a lesson we need to learn, and that’s why they’re here... you’ll have that gift forever.

Don’t be dismayed at good-byes. A farewell is necessary before we can meet again and meeting again, after moments or a lifetime, is certain for those who are friends only.
The loss of a friend is like that of a limb and different from losing someone who'se been a part of your life fo so many years. Time may heal the anguish of the wound, but the loss cannot be repaired.

Don’t want to leave, but we both know sometimes it’s better to go. Somehow I know we’ll meet again. Not sure quite where and I don’t know just when. You’re in my heart, so until then... wanna smile, wanna cry, saying good-bye.

I don’t want to wake up and realize what I was dreaming was right in front of my shut eyes. I don’t want to stop saying hellos for fear of saying good-byes

mAh pr0mise:

Image438:i pr0mise mAh selF to:

~have a new lo0k dis m0nth.hmmP,.
[lA pa q pic. ng new lUk q eh]

~d0n't cry c0z i'm a big girl now! waaahA
[gndA ng s0ng nA 2]

~ stay singlE & pr0ud!
[coz 8's an 0pportunity 2 taste everyone???] waaa :D

~fOcuz study, study, & study,.,
[graduAting nq eh xa HS]

~bec0me m0rE matured?!
[ilu2gar q nAh pgging childish quE] pwamiz?,. :P

I fear "5" out of 70 common fears

IF you get more than 30 you're
paranoid.

If you get 10 or less you're fearless.

People who don't have any
are dummi
es who want people
to think they are tough stuff.
E3
I Fear...



[ ] the dark
[ ] you
r children having disabilities
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] black cat
s
[ ] dogs

[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] Small spiders
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[ ] flo
wers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[X] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success

[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfrien
ds/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] my ex boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my ex boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain

[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] Heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] cotton balls

[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[ ] doct
ors, including dentists
[X] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] deadly diseases
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday
the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] odd numb
ers
[ ] even numbers
[X] being alone
[ ] being blind
[ ] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] monste
rs under my bed
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bees

[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[X] blood
[ ] veins
[ ] dinosaurs if they were alive
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] ants
[X] being raped

post it with the subject:
I fear ___ out of 70 common fears

239816572_4bbc6666Big Girls Don't Cry lyrics by Fergie.

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
[ Big Girls Don't Cry lyrics found on
http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

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